I have been searching all along for solutions and will keep on doing but something somehow made me realize that as corny as it sounds i just wanted to hug my mom and tell her how much she counts for me and how much i love her. I felt that life is a matter of choices we make and love is a feeling that shows in our actions, so when we love someone, being with them and taking care of them becomes a source of pleasure for us especially when we feel that we might lose them. Love is no medicine and giving affection and attention is no miraculous cure, however I have clearly noticed an improvement in my mom’s health state. So I will keep on doing research and fighting and looking for solutions but as ridiculous as it sounds, love is miraculous and i LOVE my mom.
If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. - I CORINTHIANS 13