I called my mom early this morning and i heard a weakness in her voice combined with the noise of stuffed nose…catastrophy , panick , yes my mom has a flu and yes she is all alone sleeping in the hospital. It seems really bad and it feels worst, I just don’t see what else I can do. Hospital regulations are very strict and that sickens me. What can we do? What can I do?
I am left here feeling useless and hopeless with my prayers and hoping that the night will pass and she will wake up in the morning feeling better. I was reading this paper today about a biological process in waste water treatment and I realized that when I deal with my field of expertise I always count on specific steps and formulas/calculations to achieve a specific result. Now in the case of my mom I have accepted what the doctors have said and kind of given up and have been only praying. It was sort of an enlightening moment , like a reminder that I should just do something instead of sit and wait for a miracle.
So I do need a plan , time is running out and I have no idea what to do….of course except of doing a lot of research…maybe I should contact all the centers I was intending to contact at first…I think I will do that…I have nothing to lose and everything to win
If you’re going through hell, keep going. – WINSTON CHURCHILL
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