Paintings

So my paintings are at its this cdf creperie .... the guy that owns it is a real creep, but i already did it!

I feel like im a little girl that wants her parents to hang her paintings , i just realized that!

Anyhow, i took some time off to ponder about what happened last year this same period...I read that death isnt the worst most horrible thing that could happen to someone since it is just part of life, we shouldnt block it, we should think and about it and accept it and accept the hurt ... 

i wonder what can be worst thought? maybe having no more dreams and nothing to look forward to no more...

Respect

Life doesnt always go your way and especially when you live in society and when you hate to be a loner, but that doesnt mean you have to yield to other people's expectations
Some people are selfish and self centered and think of their well being first and tend to eat other people's space, but that is only normal and one's duty is to fight off and to manage to keep his space intact
Other people are just weak and do bad things and affect you in bad ways and weaken your space and thus energy and your duty is to stay focused and alert
Life is a constant struggle , its like a school and we are here to learn and if we mess up today its ok coz tomorrow is a brand new day!

Hard decisions

I have always been all over the place...in other words "hyper", but i produce efficient stuff real slow
So taking important decision whith people harrassing me  never works with me, it always end up to be a lose-lose situation
Some people dont understand that and keep on bugging me until i react and i do just to get them off my back
It sucks
I need to put myself in a bubble where no one is allowed to enter !

Patience is a virtue

It has never been easy to be patient, but it's probably even harder now than at any time in history. In a world in which messages can be sent across the world instantly, in which seemingly everything is available for immediate purchase with a few clicks of the mouse, it's hard not to always expect instant gratification. But patience remains a valuable tool in life. We don't always get instant gratification, and some of the best things in life require years of hard work and waiting. Fortunately, patience is a virtue that can be cultivated and nurtured.

The last lecture

This is amazing, he died of pancreatic cancer in 2008, but wrote a book ‘The last lecture” before then, one of the bestsellers in 2007. What a legacy to leave behind… 

In a letter to his wife Jai and his children, Dylan, Logan, and Chloe, he wrote this beautiful "guide to a better life" for his wife and children to follow.



POINTS ON HOW TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE

Personality:
1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:
15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others
17. Forgive everyone for everything
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day
20. What other people think of you is none of your business
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
22. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.
23. GOD heals everything
24. Do the right things
25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
27. The best is yet to come
28. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it

While you practice all of the above, share this knowledge with the people you love, people you school with,
people you play with, people you work with and people you live with.
Not only will it enrich YOUR life, but also that of those around you.

The Art of Happiness

Dan Gilbert asks, Why are we happy?

Mastery of Love - Don Miguel Ruiz

In the Toltec tradition three fundamental masteries guide us to our true nature, which is happiness, freedom and love.

The first is the Mastery of Awareness, This mastery teaches us to be aware of what we really are. It is the first step toward freedom, because we cannot be free if we don't know what we are, or what kind of freedom we are looking for. The Toltecs said, "Let us see ourselves with truth," and they created mastery just for awareness.

The second is the Mastery of Transformation which teaches us how to become spiritual warriors, and stalk our actions and reactions so we can break free of the knowledge that enslaves us, This mastery shows us how to change the dream of our life by changing our agreements and beliefs.

The mastery of Love is the result of the first of two masteries. From the Toltec perspective, everything is made of Love. Love is Life itself. When we master Love we align with the Spirit of Life passing through us. We are no longer the body or the mind, or the soul, we are Love. Then every action we take is an expression of Love, and Love in action can only produce happiness.

When we master Awareness, Transformation, and Love we reclaim our divinity and become one with God. This is the goal of the Toltec.