Paintings

So my paintings are at its this cdf creperie .... the guy that owns it is a real creep, but i already did it!

I feel like im a little girl that wants her parents to hang her paintings , i just realized that!

Anyhow, i took some time off to ponder about what happened last year this same period...I read that death isnt the worst most horrible thing that could happen to someone since it is just part of life, we shouldnt block it, we should think and about it and accept it and accept the hurt ... 

i wonder what can be worst thought? maybe having no more dreams and nothing to look forward to no more...