I think that when someone which was a constant in your life passes away, all your "points de repères" get messed up, you have to learn to live with that emptiness (inside and out) and you have to find the strength in yourself to go on with life without them
It is hard but it is part of life and your specific destiny, so one has to accept and get over all the sadness
I remember when my mom was sick she was telling me how much she admires how strong i am and how i hadn't broken up, the truth is that God gave me the power to be that strong when she needed me but also her love was such a huge source of empowering energy
Now that i have lost her i think i owe it to her and to myself to fight for my happiness, it was her last wish for me
So i believe i will find my mother on my way to finding happiness
Happiness is a way of travel - not a destination. It comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed.

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