Patience is not one of my qualities and even though I have been trying to work on that for quite some time I haven’t seen an improvement in that field yet…anyhow, life is not a series of hard times, but a series of experiences that we go through and its more like a continuation of results of our actions and decisions. The thing is I am a very spontaneous person and I like that about myself but sometimes I fall into the drawback of that quality which is laziness, coz I tend to stop training my brain to be calculating and it eventually doesn’t wanna work through all the analysis one must do before taking any decision. So the result is that a lot of times I just fall and hurt myself more than a normal person should and I end up with lots of scars.
The excuse I have is that destiny exists and everything happens for a reason, but the Lord gave us a brain and that was for a reason too: to use it, and if we don’t ,then we will have to assume the consequences.
But then again there are times when analysis gives 50/50 results and we cannot chose, those are the hardest , and those are the times I just jump into the water….i should probably learn to get a grip and control my emotions for if I am afraid to become a boring person , I don’t think I will coz its just paranoia….
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