When seeing, hearing or reading about some people's experiences I just feel like my brains is in total synchronicity with my soul and I am like : "we humans have unlimited power".
It all came from my mother, who was my number one fan and admirer, she loved everything I did and believed that I have magical powers, and her enthusiasm was so powerful that it made me love being me!
I felt so lucky to be me and thought that regardless of my chubby body I wouldn’t trade myself with anyone else.
Until the teenage hormonal changes started, where chubby turned into fat and my mom's advice into annoying nagging. It was a dark period but still a powerful learning experience.
Today I am almost 32 and can surely recount some moments that were pretty tough, where it felt more like the end than the beginning of a new phase. It felt so painful to be me, to be fat to be ugly to be depressed or maybe to perceive myself that way.
During those hard times, God sent me little angles, his inspiration through books, through personal biographies, where normal people that were having a hard time pulled themselves together to live the life they were destined for.
Those people are my inspiration; if they did it, then I can do it even if I am to stumble on the way there.
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