but if we think about that , maybe it doesnt even matter
maybe existence is really weird and we are really not in control, so principals or no principals our existence would be meaningless
but we should not lose our sense of wonder...
i guess questioning is not the point , it is the feeling beyond it
Now honestly, can we become stupid? Because I really feel that I am…my brain is like biologically slowing down like in a stoner's case & all I can "think" about are stupidities…
What has happened? What has triggered that?
Now of course, I can accept that and slide along but I have people to report to; I am part of a system, which is actually a working system! And I need that system in order to survive…
Why do I have these thoughts? Where do they come from? I don’t think I'm suffering from overstrain and I don’t even wanna go through all the possibilities of what could be wrong because with today's self-indulgent symptoms, people have become a bunch of losers and I don’t want to join that club
It would totally be better to be swimming on the beach and enjoying the sun, but the truth is that it is not that bad being over here, or so I say to myself
I figure I have an internal conflict going on and that is not easy to deal with or to utterly get rid off…
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