I always knew that the harder the task, the more happiness its accomplishments will bring..
However as i grew up, i tend to value the quality of life which i have mistaken with being lazy and procrastinating. Thus, my accomplishments have gone down noticeably.
Sometimes we don't really have choices but to work hard and we notice then , that we still have it in us, no matter how many people discourage us and tell us that life is not worth it and that we should just live aimlessly...
Maybe I am a dreamer and I have fallen so many times that I am becoming an "insomniac", but I feel that I am working that out through my own convictions
its true i tend to be very easily influenced, i tend to listen to other's opinions and i admit that i often believe they are right and they have more knowledge about my life than my own self (ridiculously)
those people are not bad people, they have strong convictions and make it a appoint to say them out loud. However I have to migrate from the camp of the weak or I will never be happy and live the life I always dreamed of.
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