Chillax....

Sometimes when i'm screaming and being hyper I notice the whole world is calm and I feel ridiculous…

How can we embrace our own self when it is so different from everyone else, how can we accept who we really are when we have seeked to be normal our entire life with so many tools and noticed that normal is not a constant through time and place, but is more of a feeling of acceptance…

I think life is like an autocad screen where we can choose to add a grid or not. So if we do, its like a sword with 2 edges, we'll have the "great" snap feature which constraints our movements to the predefined evenly spaced dots.

But if we don’t we are free and kind of lost without a notion of distance….

so anyhow with this grid we can always try to intersect a predefined form like a curvilinear design (which has no edges) but that will pretty much never work out ….and we can keep on trying forever and still…coz that's not the purpose of autocad, so if we want to draw or copy drawing , we don’t really need autocad and its snap tools, but how to get rid of them if we don’t know how to draw with a pen?

I guess it takes time….